Slim-fast is a farce...

As much as I hate to write it down and admit that it's real, I'm just not in hottie mode lately. I gained 5 pounds around the holidays that are yet to be lost, pending some much needed motivation. As sad as it is, I was thinking out a diet and exercise plan when it suddenly occurred to me, "Nobody cares what I look like, so what's it all for?" Then thankfully, another more level thought took it's place. "I'm pretty damn fabulous, you retard!" At the end of the day I could care less about what everyone else thinks, I'll not ever dare to dress for anyone else or to make others happy. I may appear selfish on the surface, but all the hotness I create is just for me. Yay!